2008/03/01 20:52
You know when I said I knew little about love?
Well, that wasn't true.
I know a lot about love.
I've seen it. I've seen centuries and centuries of it.
I mean, you could search the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.
So, yes, I know that love is unconditional.
But I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable
And, well, strangely easy to mistake for loathing.
And What I'm trying to say, my dear, is
I think I love you.
My chest can barely contain it.
Like it doesn't belong to me anymore.
It belongs to you.
And if you wanted it,
I'd wish for nothing in exchange.
No gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion.
Nothing but knowing you love me, too.
Just your heart
in exchange for mine.
Well, that wasn't true.
I know a lot about love.
I've seen it. I've seen centuries and centuries of it.
I mean, you could search the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.
So, yes, I know that love is unconditional.
But I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable
And, well, strangely easy to mistake for loathing.
And What I'm trying to say, my dear, is
I think I love you.
My chest can barely contain it.
Like it doesn't belong to me anymore.
It belongs to you.
And if you wanted it,
I'd wish for nothing in exchange.
No gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion.
Nothing but knowing you love me, too.
Just your heart
in exchange for mine.
2007/10/05 04:37
1
有时觉得机器猫的口袋比较符合我的时空观。不管你回不回得去，所有的过去，都在原地完完整整地维持着，不过是反复的上演而已。而所有的以后，不用担心也没必要过分期待，都通通规规矩矩地在那儿，等着你。
亲爱的，你说这究竟是让人欣慰还是让人绝望？
2
在我思考这个问题的时候，手机响了，旁边一桌的小孩很快就接了：“明天早上八点，好啊好啊，记得电话叫醒我！”
“你哥哥发工资了啊，去哪玩？”
旁边的人也真罗嗦啊，同一句话问了两次。
小孩继续兴高采烈、不慌不乱地跟电话里讲：“是啊，是啊。叫他们一起去。”
她真高兴啊。以为是她一手促成的快乐party吧。所以啊，大家都要去啊，喜欢的人都一起去。早晨八点就去。
呃。。？什么人邀我，去干什么，我会这么地喜不自禁呢？这么热的天这么大早这么什么，只会想到骂人啊。
想必是十岁之前的事情了。
3
在小一些的时候，总愿意相信游刃有余和收放自如会随着年龄的增长取代自己的胆怯和笨拙。慢慢就会好起来的，总是这样想。但是现在，依然是那个手足无措的自己，即使知道该如何说出更得体和不招人怀疑的言语，却依然无法熟练使用。
也许应该用沉默来遮掩，沉默不是欺骗。
Maybe，要么成为一个没
有时觉得机器猫的口袋比较符合我的时空观。不管你回不回得去，所有的过去，都在原地完完整整地维持着，不过是反复的上演而已。而所有的以后，不用担心也没必要过分期待，都通通规规矩矩地在那儿，等着你。
亲爱的，你说这究竟是让人欣慰还是让人绝望？
2
在我思考这个问题的时候，手机响了，旁边一桌的小孩很快就接了：“明天早上八点，好啊好啊，记得电话叫醒我！”
“你哥哥发工资了啊，去哪玩？”
旁边的人也真罗嗦啊，同一句话问了两次。
小孩继续兴高采烈、不慌不乱地跟电话里讲：“是啊，是啊。叫他们一起去。”
她真高兴啊。以为是她一手促成的快乐party吧。所以啊，大家都要去啊，喜欢的人都一起去。早晨八点就去。
呃。。？什么人邀我，去干什么，我会这么地喜不自禁呢？这么热的天这么大早这么什么，只会想到骂人啊。
想必是十岁之前的事情了。
3
在小一些的时候，总愿意相信游刃有余和收放自如会随着年龄的增长取代自己的胆怯和笨拙。慢慢就会好起来的，总是这样想。但是现在，依然是那个手足无措的自己，即使知道该如何说出更得体和不招人怀疑的言语，却依然无法熟练使用。
也许应该用沉默来遮掩，沉默不是欺骗。
Maybe，要么成为一个没
2007/08/29 23:59
我心里什么都没有，就像没有痛苦。
这个世界什么都有，就像每个人都拥有。
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobody's listening
这个世界什么都有，就像每个人都拥有。
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobody's listening
